What A Life To Take, What A Bond To Break……

What A Life To Take, What A Bond To Break…

I wanted to text you today, but you’re busy.

I wanted to invite you to lunch to see your gorgeous smile, but you’re busy.

Just the other day I was telling a good friend about you. To which they replied “She sounds amazing, I would love to meet her!” But don’t worry, I told them you were busy.

And not too long ago someone called me by your name when they saw me from a distance. I was honored. They approached me with an apology. As I walked away, a tear fell down my face. Oh, and don’t worry, I told them you were busy.

I wish you were the kind of busy I could interrupt, take you to lunch then let you get back to what you were doing. But I can’t.

You’re the kind of busy I can’t bother. You’re busy in heaven while our family is busy here painfully missing you.

I wanted to text you, but you’re gone. I wanted to see your beautiful, heart warming smile because it’s been too long. I wanted to make you laugh just to watch you cover your mouth because you’re shy of how beautiful your smile really is.

I wanted to tell you that I love you because I didn’t tell you enough while you were here.

You, baby girl, are still the most beautiful soul I know with a heart so big God wouldn’t let it live. You deserved better, and he knew that. I selfishly feel we deserve you, but you do deserve better than a panicked filled life.

As much as it hurts, I can rest some knowing you’ll never hurt or panic again. I sure hope the angels know what they have, I’ll bet it’s so nice up in heaven since you arrived…

Just know I love you, we all loved you baby girl. Forever in our hearts, always on our minds.

If you or someone you know is showing signs of suicide please call the suicide hotline at 1-800-273-8255.

If you or someone you know is a victim of domestic violence please call the domestic violence hotline at 1-800-799-7233 and / or contact your local authorities.

Lives shouldn’t end because someone is scared, panicked or loved someone else too much.

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Kelsey McCollum

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I’m a small town girl with a big heart and even bigger dreams. I am 26 years old. Passion for…

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